first date: January 2005

Sunday, January 30, 2005

i forgot what i was gonna say...

Friday, January 28, 2005

teachers

have ultimately achieved ultimate rudeness and jerkiosity. Well, anyway, they're jerks. Maybe we should invade their homes. or, yeah. i dunnnnnnnnnno. beans and nonsense!

Thursday, January 27, 2005

i DO mind!

we plan to take over the earth starting with your house. We will:
feed your dog chocolate
put viruses in your computer
flood your house with jell-o
THEN:
become president of the United States of America
feed George Bush cat food and dryer lint
choke and gag John Ashcroft and tell him never to try and sing again
shave Condoleeza Rice's head and give her dental work, cuz DAMN.

more protocol after we have accomplished these things.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

my life is officially over.

That's it. I will never have a gorgeous boy to myself. not even a cute one. That sounds so superficial, I know, but... I guess I'm just being stupid and sad. anyway. There was a full moon last night. It was big and orange and it looked as if it was about to burst into thousands of bubbles. The moon is my one true love. I watch it up in my tree, a sunflower in the purple winter sky.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

I'm gonna feel this way till I'm...

six feet underground
crazy as it sounds
i need you around!

man, i love the Smokin' Popes

Monday, January 17, 2005

Okay, I know you guys have seen this before, but I am reminding myself to print out this story. It is a pretty lovely vignette, though, so it probably wouldn't hurt if you read it again.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

rain, rain!
Today is a rainy day. It feels really good as long as I have an umbrella. Today I really just want to walk around town in the rain with nobody but my backpack and umbrella-my best friends today. It rained all night, but not hard, just steadily. That’s what makes it one of those good rainy days- it’s not raining too hard, which usually happens in San Antonio. I want to stroll around in neighborhoods and watch people through their windows, cooking, eating, watching television, watching the rain. There are cats in windows looking out at birds and water, old ladies on rocking chairs, and people looking at the clouds wishing for love. Teenagers reading books and writing in journals, making music in their garage, painting, their own little world. Those people are me. They are the whole world, they are what I am and wish to be, will be. Names and arms, hair, shoes, clothing. Love, from friends and family- fresh fruit and cheese, Greek salad and hummus. A creative genius in the collective souls, hopes, dreams, and music.

new template, new beginnings.

Okay, not really. And the template is actually kinda throwing me off. But you can't keep something the same just because it is comfortable and routine. Change is good. Be uncomfortable! It is all for your own good.
I found my journal, if you care. It was at the VIA lost and found. I love it! I was reading the Sabrina Ward Harrison book Brave on the Rocks: If You Don't Go, You Don't See, and I really like it, even if she is a bit whiny. It's really visually pleasing, and it inspired me to do better journaling. Only I seem to be having an artist's block. So my journal kinda sucks. I wish it didn't. I will make it better!! I will improve! I will be inspired! I am not a sheep!

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

i would lose my head if it weren't screwed on!

Why is it that I lose everything that I possibly can? Is it just my special ability?? I think it is. Because it is really frustrating me. Aagh! My new beautiful notebook is lost!! And I left it on the damn bus. Ok. I think I'm going to go over to Julie's house and see if she found it. Because she was sitting by me.

Sunday, January 09, 2005

where are the stones?

watching the fifth element on tbs. lilu is the greatest!

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